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I must be dreaming…

As I take these few days to reflect,
Mixed emotions come over me.

Happiness for the love of my family,
Sadness for the hatred of the few,
Guilt for those who can't enjoy the abundance,
Hope for the new beginnings and second chances.

There's beauty in this world,
There's love in everyone,
There's forgiveness for every remorse,
There's compassion for every sorrow.

Thankful, I am every day.
Frustrations push me to try harder.
I cry, I weep, and of course I do.
Faith and Love keep me smiling.

Follow the road that makes you happy,
Follow the footsteps that guide you to your dreams,
There's nothing you can't do
Your life is yours and yours to fight for.

I believe the sun rises in the morning - to remind us of a new day ahead of us;
I believe the sun sets at night - to pause for the day and contemplate;
I believe we have the power - to be what we aim to be;
I believe in YOU and ME.



The world does not stop just because you’re not ready.
The earth continues to rotate on its own axis even when you’re sleepy,
The seasons change even when you want to hold on to the Spring,
The caterpillar spins a chrysalis and turns into a butterfly even when you’re busy.
The world does not stop just because you’re not ready.





The past few days seem like a Twilight Zone chapter.
No, it’s not that Twilight romance between Edward and Bella,
(which I’m totally obsessed with)It’s that old movie with a creepy narrator that says,
“You are about to enter another dimension,
a dimension not only of sight and sound but of mind.
A journey into a wondrous land of imagination.
Next stop, the Twilight Zone!"My week started with a dreadful overseas phone call from my parents.
My Dad’s not feeling well and needs to undergo more tests.
The worst part of it all is that they’re continents away.
Every time I hear this news,
it just brings back sad events that consumed me for years,
events that remind me that there are no more tears left.


Life continues…
Another day,
Another destiny...



I didn’t have much time to sulk-in and feel awful
(luckily I’m not PMS yet)The next day I had an impromptu breakfast with a friend (relaxing),
Yesterday
I headed to NYC and had lunch with friends
I met through the blogosphere –Thursday Sweet Treat
(so much fun!),
Picked up Abigal Thomas’ “A Three Dog Life” from the library (loving it!)Called my kids’ agents to tell them how I forgot how much I love New York!






So
it looks like a quiet episode in my so-called life until …
.....dan-dan-dan-danI got home and
my 17yo has a 103 fever (not swine flu),
my 20yo daughter has this eye infection from contacts
(just needs eyedrops 4x/day)
my 13yo is feeling so sore in his arms from lifting weights
(don’t ask)my 8yo has a bruise and
my husband is having a coughing fit!

Is it full moon?
Is there a perfect storm in the horizon?
If it’s full moon, why can’t I have one of those Twilight moments
and not this Twilight zone whirlpool of aches and pains,
pins and needles!
So I drove back and forth to different doctor appointments,
Went up and down the steps to attend to my sick kids,
Made dinner, did laundry, called my parents and then ….….
.....dan, dan, dan, dan
I suddenly feel achy....
Now I can actually sit down and watch TV!
I turned on E-news channel and guess what’s on today?
World’s Most expensive luxuries!

Can you believe there’s a Chanel clutch bag for $1.5M?
What about an Evian bath for $5K?
How about a pair of diamond studded Jimmy Choo shoes for $160K?
Can you swallow a Pierre Hermes macaroon for $7500?

As I lay in my couch totally wishing I had those extra cash,
to give to my parents and brothers in the Philippines,
My 20yo daughter gave me a hug and told me,
“Mom, you’re the best mom ever!”
Now that’s priceless, hugs and kisses !




So as I end this insane day,
I must invigorate my mind and rejuvenate my body!
I think I’ll get one of those priceless sleep, too.
Since I have no clue what tomorrow will be like.


Thank you all my dear friends for all your sweet thoughts, prayers, encouragement and laughter! You are making a difference!




A quick shout-out to great blog-friends who still honored me with awards, even at my absence..
Do stop by their blog and you'll definitely be hooked!

Veronica Lee of OfMice and RaMen – for the Best Blog, Kreativ Blog and Loyalty Award;
Lori of When We Listen – for A Lovely Blog Award (my 3rd!!)

I can be never be tired of getting awards from you guys. You are part of my life, my joy and inspiration. Thank you so much, Veronica and Lori , for thinking of me!


Sharing the awards to all the wonderful, creative and thoughtful blogger-pals!

Lastly, I want to thank my dear friend, Buckeroomama of Mamahood, Among Other Things
for creating my button and inspiring me to re-do my header! She doesn't get tired answering all my Blogger-techy questions either! How lucky and blessed can I be?
Have a great weekend!
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